I finally did it. I'm leaving what I'm doing for a job and leaving for good. With it, I will be taking with me a 30 days break. Something I didn't have for a year or two already. Two or three years back since I was laid off when the company decided to close, I was out with nothing. I have to take up any jobs possible, which include handling flyers, asking people around the street if they would want to sign up a new internet package et cetera et cetera. Imagine the thick face me have to go through. During that period, debt added up.
After I landed another job (unrelated), found poker. It seems to be a blessing in disguise. Played with it for a while and it worked for me. The thing I really needed to do was to get out of debt as soon as possible and find some possible sources to make dough. And if can to make it viable enough to replace the job. This will give me more time to see things with better eyes. It is a story I would rather not tell because it is just that complicated.
I could have annoyed some new workmates but in all honesty they are the most fun people I ever come across in a workplace. They might have find me seclusive but there are just so many things in my mind. For now, I'm looking forward to some sleep and waking up naturally.